do\u011fru yok. demi\u015ftir, “herkes en do\u011fruyu bilir” diye. kaygan, tuzsuz, bunsuzlu\u011fundan kendine d\u00f6n\u00fck. anlatmay\u0131 beceremez ama kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na al\u0131r, konu bulur, konu\u015fur. hayat der, \u00f6l\u00fcm der, kaybolu\u015f der, i\u00e7ime gir, i\u00e7ine al der. der ama tuzsuz, kendine d\u00f6n\u00fck, kendi i\u00e7in, bensiz, kendine ben…
\na\u011f\u0131rsa da bilmez, a\u011f\u0131rlar durur. sivridir, yaln\u0131z batamaz, korkar.
\nye\u015fildir rengi, bilmez ki kimisi i\u00e7in sar\u0131, biraz daha…
\nd\u00f6ner durur, ayn\u0131 \u015fark\u0131y\u0131, ayn\u0131 sigaray\u0131, ayn\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131, ayn\u0131 bardakla i\u00e7meyi.
\nsever de bilmez kendisini.
\n
\nde\u011fi\u015ftirmeye, gitmeye, uzakla\u015fmaya meyilli ama korkar, do\u011fru der, do\u011fru bu de\u011fil, herkes daha, herkes do\u011fru…
\ntuzunu cebinde ta\u015f\u0131r art\u0131k, tad\u0131na bakaca\u011f\u0131 her \u015feye biraz biraz, ince, kristal, kendinden tanecikler.
\nonun i\u00e7in, insan\u0131n bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 de\u011fil. yeter ki a\u00e7s\u0131n, bo\u015falts\u0131n, ya\u015fas\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
do\u011fru yok. demi\u015ftir, “herkes en do\u011fruyu bilir” diye. kaygan, tuzsuz, bunsuzlu\u011fundan kendine d\u00f6n\u00fck. anlatmay\u0131 beceremez ama kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na al\u0131r, konu bulur, konu\u015fur. hayat der, \u00f6l\u00fcm der, kaybolu\u015f der, i\u00e7ime gir, i\u00e7ine al der. der ama tuzsuz, kendine d\u00f6n\u00fck, kendi i\u00e7in, bensiz, kendine ben… a\u011f\u0131rsa da bilmez, a\u011f\u0131rlar durur. sivridir, yaln\u0131z batamaz, korkar. ye\u015fildir rengi, bilmez ki […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":706,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[406,404,419,420,411,410,415,291,405,403,409,408,407,413,412,414,416,417,421,418],"class_list":["post-705","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siyah","tag-agirlama","tag-bakis","tag-bardak","tag-degistirmek","tag-dogru","tag-dogru-yok","tag-doner","tag-hayat","tag-insan","tag-insan-bakis","tag-insan-bakisi","tag-ip","tag-ipler","tag-kayblous","tag-kendi","tag-olum","tag-sarki","tag-sigara","tag-uzaklasmak","tag-yatak"],"yoast_head":"\n